Thoughts of quitting

I constantly have thoughts of giving up on my books. At least once a month, since I started, I’ve had intense thoughts of, “this is never going to work out. I’m wasting my time. I should quit and do something else.” It’s a tough nagging feeling. As much as I sometimes want to quit, IContinue reading “Thoughts of quitting”

Behind The Depression Hole

Just as a warning to parents and kids, this will be a more serious post about me and my struggle with depression. I just wrote a story about a panda dealing with his depression that feels like a hole he can’t get out of. I wrote the story based off of what I feel withContinue reading “Behind The Depression Hole”

The Depression Hole

The Depression Hole Written and illustrated by C. Fulsty Cee, the panda, is stuck in a hole. It happened to Cee as he was taking a stroll. Cee didn’t mean to fall right in. No one plans on having depression. The hole is deep, but Cee is at the top. With every bad thought, CeeContinue reading “The Depression Hole”

Struggling Today

I’m just at work, doing my every day daily tasks. No one knows, but I’m struggling really bad today. My depression is trying really hard to drag me down and it’s taking a toll on me already. I’m going to finish my day out and go home to just relax. I will make it throughContinue reading “Struggling Today”

Battling Depression

I try to keep my posts related to kids or kids books. Today is a little more serious of a post but still child-friendly. Whether you know or not, I struggle with depression. I was diagnosed with severe depression several years ago but I do have a handle on it now. That doesn’t mean I’mContinue reading “Battling Depression”

3 Books At Once

I have been trying to knock out a number of goals I have for myself. One big one was writing a book for Tony Sly, who was a big inspiration to me and his music for he through a number of tough times. I still listen to his music regularly today especially while I’m brainstormingContinue reading “3 Books At Once”

The Tree in the Dark

Written and illustrated by C. Fulsty It’s so dark that no one can see. Someone is crying, oh wait, it’s a tree. Oak is sad and always in the dark. Oak is crying all over its bark. Oak is in the dark all night and day. Oak wants the dark to just go away. OakContinue reading “The Tree in the Dark”

Being An Author With Depression

  THIS BLOG POST MAY NOT BE ACCEPTABLE FOR CHILDREN TO READ. I’ve been diagnosed with severe depression by a doctor. I have told several people that I struggle with depression and I’ve gotten mixed responses. Some have told me they feel for me or have depression as well, while others have told me theyContinue reading “Being An Author With Depression”

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